Weak Days

I have been sick since last Sunday :( extremely tired with the sicknesses as they never let me fine for the whole week. Whole body is still pain until now. Face looks freaking tired and pale. I have no idea how to let myself fine soon as what i can eat and do to let myself fine, i had taken and done all of them already. In between also included TCM and Western medicine. I had also 2 time of body massages and gua sha...but still...NEVER fine T.T

Took a day leave on Monday and got back to work again on Tuesday. I had bear myself on the following 3 days and lastly couldn't continue stand the cold in the office again on Friday so took half day leave again. It wasn't a good performance for myself as i still in my probation period until end of this month, but no choices, i shouldn't let myself from getting worst again as doctor warned me too.

No any appetite for the whole week cox once i eat, my stomach will start to pain. Then i just can stop eating. I couldn't continue cox it was really pain. Visited the doctor and ended up, i knew that my nose wasn't fine since last few months. It's still swollen and i should use medicine to spray in it to control it as it always gets allergic. Secondly, i got gastritis and that's why once i eat, my stomach will start to pain. It continues for the whole week, i wonder how much weight will i loss due to my sicknesses this week >.< this 2 days, started to feel that my body hot and cold for sometimes..what happened to me???

Parents were worrying about me as i was totally silent myself and never talk any word when i was home. They knew my problems but they couldn't do anything, what they can do is just asking me to drink more water, rest more and sleep early at nite but i have insomnia problem :( really too bad..

Dear all, i'm just painstaking so i will talk even lesser than normal. I wish i can fine asap and talk more and also enjoy happily with you all, don't let any of you to see my pale and tired face. Btw, you all do take good care too..

Good day!